Awkward palm tree.

This feels weird.

I know age is just a number, but a number that indicates something… I doubt I’m going to change in any way. I don’t want to change in any way. I’m happy the way I am- flaws, “immaturity” (although I’m not actually all that bad- I can handle really intense situations) and all. I still don’t want to turn 20. It scares me. It feels old. It feels as if it’s appropriate that I put some things in the past, leave them all behind… But I don’t think I’m ready to yet?

Yikes.

paintchipsfromthewall asked: 2,17,13,11, should keep you busy.

YAY!

2. The age I usually get mistaken for by looks is around 16. It really depends on what clothes and make up I wear though. Also on the setting, for example, since in Israel people usually go to uni after army (21 and above) people more often think I’m around 22 here, but when I hang around with my teen cousins they think I’m 16-17. HOWEVER, someone told me I seemed 25 by my behaviour a couple of weeks ago ;D

11. My ex-girlfriend. Because she was also an amazing friend, and we had nothing even remotely resembling a goodbye/closure, while being pretty much forced to break up. (Among the many, MANY people I miss)

13. When people leave the room without closing the door. When people don’t use proper grammar (not that mine is that amazing, but I mean, your/you’re, their/they’re/there, AHH!)

17. Oh wow. Not in order: V for Vendetta, The Lion King, A Knight’s Tale, Donnie Darko, Jarhead, Brothers, Brokeback Mountain, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part I, Holes, Lost And Delirious. And I’ll move on before I think of more movies.