I don’t know what to do.
You make me so happy, and then I get so upset because I’m happy and it scares me,it scares me! So I’m all stone faced and…
…And then you smile your stupid perfect smile or do something silly or kiss me ever so softly and I get happy again and I melt and my expression must be the most retarded-looking thing ever to be seen and would we all just make up our mind already?
I feel so lost.