I’m going to be 20 in less than a month.
This feels weird.
I know age is just a number, but a number that indicates something… I doubt I’m going to change in any way. I don’t want to change in any way. I’m happy the way I am- flaws, “immaturity” (although I’m not actually all that bad- I can handle really intense situations) and all. I still don’t want to turn 20. It scares me. It feels old. It feels as if it’s appropriate that I put some things in the past, leave them all behind… But I don’t think I’m ready to yet?
Yikes.
